I am now starting a blog -- ha ha ha!!! Because I am not much of a writer. I can write about my feelings and believe me I even edit my own diary! Trying too hard to be perfect, when I know that I am not. I am not as witty as most of my friends. I always have to try harder, also because I push myself harder. Sad? No. I think almost all human being (?) strive for some perfection. Is that correct, SOME perfection?
Don't know how long I can keep this up... But I intend to
Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark in the hopeless swaps of the not-quite, the not-yet, and the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish in lonely frustration for the life you deserved and have never been able to reach. The world you desire can be won. It exists.. it is real.. it is possible.. it’s yours.” ― Ayn Rand, Atlas Shrugged